sometimes, somehow, u dont need to feel really in love with someone besides u, u just need to think that there’s a love
— Fitria Hutiany Dewi
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hey neil how are u?
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everything ok there?
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about an hour agoNeo Carelse-
Hi Fitria!
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I am surviving
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how are you doing?
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My step dads cancer is getting worse
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My brother’s drug addiction problem is not improving
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And I am dealing with the fact that the girl I am seeing now has been drugged and raped by someone I know
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and besides all of that…I need to still save the world with my project idea
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and work on that
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so a bit hectic at the moment
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but I believe through people like you and and my mom and my dad who praying for me is giving me the strength to see this all through
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So now…
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I am going to gym alot
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yoga
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soon I will be starting Wing Chung = Kung FU
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I stopped smoking weed and ciggarettes
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reducing my alchohol intake
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and now I have more energy to do things I need to do…
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Oh…and then there is still my Austrian visa I still need to apply for again…
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ich is also very stressful and complicated-
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So enough about me….
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how are you doing?
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi-
my God theres so many big things happen to u, i’m really sorry that i dont know this
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i hope he’ll getting better soon, and u dont lose ur hope in this
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i know its hard, but if u believe it could be fine
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i was diagnosed cancer though
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and i survived
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and still alive
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about an hour agoNeo Carelse
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Yeah, I just realized recently…as well…how much things I actually have to focus my attention on
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi
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i hope he’s too
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about an hour agoNeo Carelse
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yeah but you have a strong positive will power
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some people dont have what it takes
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my step dad has already givin up hope
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smokes now more than ever
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is not changing his lifestyle and watching what he eats or drinks
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I dont understand it….if it was me…I would of dealt with it a lot differently
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So what have you been up to?
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Is everything ok on your side?
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi
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hhmm sometimes u just dont need understand what u cant understand, he has his own way, in life, in mind..just dont stop to support him, thats
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the biggest point for people like him
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i’m ok, everything is run well here
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i have nice job, bit stressful and tiring sometimes, but its fine
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had some fun with friends
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just sometimes my ex step mom give me more stress
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about an hour agoNeo Carelse
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what work you doing now? Still as an assistant?
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How is the business coming along?
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi
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nope, i back work in hotel industry, but now is in resort
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the bussines is fine
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i’m promoting yet, but some friends that already see my design has bought it
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my good friends help me to make nice picts of it
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soon i’ll publish it
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just bit difficult to make a time for that as i still working, and its take much of my time and concentration
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i’m running my bussines very slow i guess, but this is the best i can do for this time
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well neil i knw i’m not always aware of ur situation which i’m sure must be sometimes hard for u
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi
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but i want u to know that whatever happens with u there, i never stop to send a pray for u
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about an hour agoNeo Carelse
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good to hear that your business is moving forward
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I know I still promised to help you with a website
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi
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i hope it could help u somehow, dont loose ur integrity in life, no matter whats happen
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no schatz dont think about that this time, takes ur time
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about an hour agoNeo Carelse
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No I wont…and my thoughts and prayers are also with you
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi
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better for me to know that u can find the way out for all ur problem, and
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u’re fine
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about an hour agoNeo Carelse
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You are one of the most amazing women I ever met!
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and happy to know that you are there for me and support me
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about an hour agoFitria Hutiany Dewi
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always neil
i know i never be with u, and i dont know if i would ever be wit u, but i just love to love u -
but i want u to feel free about me, if u’re in love with someone u can tell me about her if u want, we’re a good friend i think
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21 minutes agoNeo Carelse
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I wish I could be there for more than I am now…
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but I think just knowing that we have a special connection is important
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who knows….only time will tell…
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and the love between us is giving me a new understanding life
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and I am very grateful for that!
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and you have inspired me to work on my own form of unconditional love
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one thing is for sure…I would like to have you in my life forever…
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